:bif bam thank you mam': |
BiG THANX TO CHRISTIANNA
FOR THIS ARTICLE
Looking
past the pierced and tattooed surface to get to the Naked truth.
Bif Naked has
been sober for three years. This, despite playing
in bars night
after night and often receiving cases of beer as partial
payment for
performances. Bif, who is now 28, says she just decided
to quit. "I
had had enough shitty relationships, it was just time.
About six months
later I quit smoking, which I loved. I think
about it every
day and I always will. But I made a decision to
just not do
it and just to be a straight edge.
To make this
change, Bif drew support from one of her closest female
friends and
a man in her life who didn't drink. This experience
likely helps
her to understand the legions of young women who write
her fan letter
saying how much they depend on her. "It is like
being a role
model and when you're forced into that position you
do have a responsibility
not to fuck around. Whether you like it
or not. I didn't
have fans that young until I'd already quit drinking
and I'm relieved.
I was a very loud drunk in front of a bunch of
14-year-old
girls. It's just not cool."
Bif credits
her fan mail for helping to keep her in check although
she says it
can be overwhelming at times. "They look to me to validate
some of their
behaviour and the only thing I can do is just be honest
and go 'Well
that's not what i'd do.' So I owe it to them to be
everything that
they expect, but also within the boundaries of my life choices."
It's no wonder
that the underage crowd has plucked Bif out of the
seemingly endless
stream of female solo artists. Young women look
up to Bif because
she is a real person. Her pierced and tattooed
surface does
not give a complete picture. She believes in the notion
that women can
be strong and in control, but do not have to give
up the frivolous
things in life. For example, after a seven-week
tour of the
Austria, Germany and Sqitzerland, she ran out of the
Helena Rubenstein
lip-gloss that she had bought while in Europe.
She went everywhere
in Canada looking for it, "I even went to
Holt--fuckin'--Renfrew
and they always
follow me around like I'm a shoplifter." Unfortunately,
Bif has has
to resort to her old standby--"Anything by Guerlaine
with a matching
nail polish".
Outside the
folk stream, few mainstream singers are willing to cover
absolutely any
topic. From huge political and moral issues like
abortion, to
personal experiences like adoption and divorce, no
subject is off
limits to Bif. "I guess I've never been the kind
of person who
believes in hiding anything 'cause everyone is the
same. Nobody
talks about periods, I will, I don't care. I get
mine, they get
theirs, whatever. With me being adopted I don't
think any subjet
is taboo. The society we live in is prudish and
a lot of things
aren't discussed that should be."
Being the focal
point of the band, and being female has put her
in some strange
situations. "I've been doing it for so fucking
long I don't
even remember what it was like before. I guess before
I was in high
school. I don't know, I've always been the sunger
of a band so
I think no matter what gender you are, if you're the
band's ainger
you're always going to be the center of attention.
Unless you're
Eddie Van Halen or something like that," she says.
Then she described
something that would never have happened if she
had been a male
singer. "We played a summer show--this was when
I was still
drinking--and I was wearing our band's t-shirt and threew
it to the crowd.
Every time I go back to the same city today, this
one guy who
has a photograph of that--and I'm in my fuckin' bra--big
whoop, the guy
thinks he' so powerful. But every time i go there
he gets this
really evil look on his face and goes 'Aha look what
I have,' and
always tries to intimidate me with this picture of me in my bra."
Because she
has been performing for so many years, Bif has watched
the number of
female artists increase, and doesn't have the respose
you might expect
when discussing this trend. "It was better before.
Now there's
so many female singers that it's really not taken seriously.
People think
it's the opposite, they think that now women are being
heard. In my
very personal experience I find that I'm not taken
as seriously
as I used to be when I was 20, when there were very
few women."
She cites the same evolution with any trend, notably
grunge. "Any
35-year-old with a skateboard had a band, so now it's
like 'Oh you're
a folk singer.' No actually, I'm trying to be a rock chick."
Despite this,
Bif finds no fault with Sarah McLachlan's annual showcase
of female musicians,
Lilith Fair. "Sarah is in a difficlut position
as the figurehead
of a festival that she started out of the goodness
of her heart.
She can try her damndest to be innovative and include
all different
style of music, but you can't please everyone. No
matter what
she does she's going to get shit on. I don't think
she's trying
to exclude hard-ass chicks from her roster. I just
think it works
out the way it works out"
She also credits
McLachlan for the amount of work she devotes to
running a festival
of that scale. "Even on my level with touring
in Europe and
here, there is a lot of politics involved with the
amount of bands
on your show or who's going to support. I mean
there's a lot
of business bullshit that is a part of everything.
I can't imagine
the stress that she and her co-workers are constantly
under when they
plan those things."
On her tours,
bif has noticed major distintions in what is popular
in different
parts of the globe. she says Europe is the most unusual,
but again realizes
that everyhing moves in cycles. "it's very,
very eye-opening
to go over there and not hear a rock song on the
video channel.
It's Aqua, the Backstreet Boys and Spice Girls and
that's fucking'
it. For us, female artists are the dime a dozen
schlock that's
coming up, and over there it's all techno artists.
It'll happen
again with the next trend of music. It happened with
grunge, it happened
when Rancid became popular, suddenly punk rock
was this thing.
It's a really weird business to work in," she says.
Unlike many
artists, Bif is not opposed to the business side of
the music industry
and is more than happy to be part of it. "ani
DiFranco didn't
sign with any big labels cause she has her own fuckin'
company. That's
the bottom line. Anyone who wants to help you
make your art
is a good person, it doesn't matter if they work for
a record company.
Record compaies are not the enemy. In the most
perfect world,
their motivation is because they believe in whatever
seuced tham
about you working in that medium."
She believes
that artists or musicians who feel they are being exploited
by the industry
would do better as independents. "Even though people
think they're
making art--like many really self-righteous artists--if
they're going
to be self-righteous artists--they really have no
business in
the business of music. They should say in the piano
bar and stay
true to their whatever. Everybody becomes a commodity
and it's hard
to find your balance."
Six years ago
things were entirely different but, as her audiences
continue to
grow, Bif is finding her ground. Now people come out
to see the show
and aren't surprised to find her on a bill. "You
always get the
odd drunk, no matter what band you play in there's
going to be
an idiot, but at my shows now, that bullshit is really
limited or does
not happen," she says. Hecklying, Bif believes,
is inevitable,
but she tries not to let negative people get to her.
"It's just like
being a comic, There's always going to be some rotten
apples and you
just have to take them with a grain of salt. God
forbid you're
premenstrual. It can be kind of upsetting and you
always take
it peronally. But fuck 'em, you can't change his mind."